maybe i, and everyone else, would just be better off if i just disappeared.
Maybe then they would be happy, or realize that i’m a damn human being not a god damned toy..
Maybe then they can understand that i have feelings, and that ya know. KINDA PUSHING THE EDGES ALREADY…
I’m just going to say fuck this and fuck that to essentially everything now…everything that i used to love to do. can’t do anymore. everything that i used to be a part of. i can’t be anymore. WHY THE FUCK DOESNT ANYONE FUCKING UNDERSTAND…..i’m not…perfect…i can’t..fucking…do..everything…
I’m sick and tired of you hounding me about this.
yeah i fucking get it i’m a damn screw up. you know when i work nearly 12 hours a day, and i work an hour a way. you think i’m going to use all 100% of my time outside of that on you? fuck no. you get a large chunk of it sure. but i need some god damned time to myself.
So instead of focusing on the important thing, you choose to fight and argue and bitch at me about how this is taking too long and how i’m not doing my job right and how i’m shitty and shit like that. no fuck that. I’m already fucked up in the head enough alright. i figured you guys would understand me a little more considering hello i fucking never have time for myself anymore. slow your damn roll.
Ugh..when this is done. i’m taking a fucking step back from the music video, and film world and all that. I have a fucking degree for god damn nothing..
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